Here are a few somewhat random thoughts that were stirred up
in me this morning as I read my devotional on 2 Kings. They are thoughts about a
topic that I avoid as much as possible—evil. What follows are harsh words for a
recovering Polly Anna such as myself. But they are words I need to hear, ponder
and act upon.
When I think about evil, I picture a cartoonish Satan,
demons, hell, fire and brimstone. But what I read in my devotional this morning
reminded me that an image of evil is as close as my bathroom mirror. Ouch!
Larry Crabb says, “Understand the lethal nature of the evil
that is in My people (me) and tremble before its power to ruin your life.” He
continues, “Evil… is the second strongest power in the universe… it is in the
bloodstream of every human soul but one.” Yep, that includes me… and you.
“Evil is real and it is in you. Evil promises life and
delivers death. It destroys everything worth living for.” I’ve witnessed this
first hand. It is so tragic, so heartbreaking. And it can happen to any of us
because as Larry Crabb says, “Evil unadmitted, unchecked, unforgiven and
unchanged leads eventually to soul-shattering misery, always.”
We try to gloss over it, white wash it, explain it away. We
excuse it, calling it insecurity and try to build self-esteem without dealing
with the real issue of sin and evil. We even medicate it. But by denying it,
excusing it, explaining it away and medicating it, evil continues to be, as
Crabb says, unadmitted, unchecked, unforgiven and unchanged, leading to soul-shattering misery.
We promote ourselves over others whose sin seems worse than
ours – even though we know that’s not possible. We act like the evil in others
is not our problem. Instead, we try to use the sins of others to make us feel better
about ourselves and look better in the eyes others. And again, it goes unadmitted,
unchecked, unforgiven and unchanged, leading to soul-shattering
misery.
I don’t know about you, but I am so weary of seeing
soul-shattering misery! So what do we do?
1)
Recognize, admit, confess and seek forgiveness
for the evil that is in me—daily.
2)
Lovingly confront the evil we see in others.
Number 2 is the more difficult one for me because I’m so
afraid of offending or wrongly judging someone, which I have done so often. I
think that’s why number 1 needs to happen first. I’ve got to get the log out of
my own eye before I can even begin to recognize a splinter in someone else’s.
This Christian walk is sure messy. Relationships are messy…
Even the one I have with the Lord… because I am messy, in fact, I’m a mess! But God
still wants a relationship with me, and He’s gone to great lengths to prove
that to me. So I will continue trudging on in my relationship with Him,
allowing Him to show me the logs in my eyes, listening closely to His loving
direction as He leads me to speak to someone about their splinters. Not because
I want to judge or offend them, but because I love them and I don’t want the evil in them to go
unadmitted, unchecked, unforgiven or unchanged, leading them to soul-shattering
misery.
