I used to think that a + b = c. I do what pleases God: pray,
read my Bible, go to church, give, serve, watch Christian TV, and basically
live a good, moral life. (That’s a + b.) As I did all that, I would get c:
God’s blessing and prosperity, a perfect, clean-cut family that was the picture
of a godly family (the picture in my mind anyway.) C to me was basically a life
with no difficulties… smooth sailing. Nobody would die prematurely; nobody
would experience pain and hopelessness. We would live and raise our children,
become grandparents, retire with a giant RV and become snow birds. Life would
go according to my plan because I would make good choices, right?
Not right. God had other plans for me—and for most of us, I
think. God wants so much more for us than an easy, carefree life. He is so much
bigger than a mathematical equation. We try to put God in a box… into a little
equation, and He breaks all our rules!
I heard a phrase a few weeks ago that blew me away, “Jesus did not come
to make bad men good. He came to make dead men alive.” Does that blow you away
like it did me? I’ve read it several times since in a book by Tullian Tchividjian
(grandson of Billy Graham) called Jesus +
Nothing = Everything. Now that is a mathematical equation God can use!
We have a problem, and our problem is sin. I work very hard to “fix” my
problem of sin by trying harder and beating myself up when I fail. Oh, and I do
the same to those around me! I demand good behavior from them and when they
fail, oh boy, do I let them have it—at least in my thoughts.
But our sin is not the root of the problem. It is a symptom of our
deadness. And there is absolutely nothing I can do to “fix” my problem of
deadness! Only Jesus can make me alive. And he reveals himself to me in the toughest, most difficult times. At the times when I am empty and have absolutely nothing to give God--no goodness, no performance, nothing--I still have everything because I have Jesus.
So I have a new equation. Since a + b ≠ c, every day I will remind myself that Jesus + nothing = everything! The solution to my problem has nothing to do with me, and everything to
do with Jesus! And that is my Unswerving Hope!
Great post Cindy! So - #1 when is your book coming out? and #2 how many speaking engagements do you have booked? ;)
ReplyDeleteI'm going to print out the post and put it in my journal. I miss our small group :(
Ha! Thanks Teri. I miss you all too! I do feel like I have lots of these little things swirling in my head, but to take the time to sit and journal it all out just doesn't happen often enough.
DeleteDanny Wright calls that faulty belief system "Christian Karma." That has stuck with me and I find myself noticing that sinful attitude a little more often.
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